He Left

I should be numb – but I’m not
I’m more dumbfounded by the fact
That you are still here;
And that I stay

Outsiders looking in tell me that it would be cut and dry for them
But they are not living my lie
They are merely getting second hand what I share
They can’t feel what I feel
Which is disgust mixed with anger, confusion and fear

I’ve felt this way one other time before
But he didn’t stay; he left
He didn’t make me feel like a prisoner of war in my own house
He left
Why won’t you?
Is it because you Love me that much Or Not nearly enough as you should
He left; You stayed – Physically
Now I realize that you left a long time ago and he has always been here with me

Written From The Heart of a Woman
….Mine
Jmarie©

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